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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

xanga changed!!!

Dear all my lovely friends,

i have changed my xanga blog already,

if you are willing to keep on reading my diary entry,

plz go to www.xanga.com/hauyanyu/

(since i found this xanga has some technical problem before so i changed to use another xanga.....though this is okay now , but anyway i hv changed already so i will rather use the new one,,,,

may be to celebrate that i can get rid of the old childish me...haha..

hahaha,,,i am now here proud to declare myself is a new one, may be i grew older or i experienced more ,so now i can use more different angles to adjust things)

anyway, i am excited and longing for your visitings to my new xanga~

hope to see u there again!

bye from now on!

Cindy yu>W<


Thursday, March 01, 2007

Confusion

有一段長的日子沒有打日誌了。

因為以我這種懶散的性格, 一定在發生一些事後才會在這裡。

最近, 總是有一種矛盾的感覺充斥在心頭間。

不知為什麼, 看到別人有事可做或有什麼事奉, 妒嫉,艷羨便由然而生。

自己總是控制不了自己。

我相信, 一定是父知道我不夠成熟, 祂一定有祂的安排。

但是, 不知什麼緣故,總是覺得煩惱極,困擾極了!

還有,心總是罩上一層陰霾。滿是無力感,不快的感覺。總是不對勁的。

唉.....I am being LOST!!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

WHO CAN TELL ME?


Friday, October 20, 2006

          今天,我經歷大起大跌,大喜大悲。

 悲->喜->悲->悲

 第一件不快樂的事,我竟想不到原來我一直都是一廂情願的認為,我跟他可以成為朋友。卻想不到,因為一些小事,我竟被討厭了。我只是想盡力做好自己本分,自己的職責,卻被人認為是”懶正義”,我真是很難過,難道我做錯了嗎?還得了個新別名:”深海魚”(可笑!)魚而,我更發現我原以為是值得交的朋友,竟也一同嘲弄我。很好笑嗎?!我很少會被人氣至哭,然而,我這次竟為了這種人而哭。我恨我的軟弱!名時,我亦為這種人感到深深的悲哀,他們只懂嘲笑別人的錯處,口不擇言,只為了大家有事可笑。他們嘲諷的言語,一聲聲傳入耳中,我恨不得那一刻立即消失在他們身邊,簡直是欺人太甚了!

 但是,亦因這件事,我看清某些人,更感受到朋友們對我的關心。原來,我一直都身處於幸福之中,卻經常因一些小事陷入煩惱當中,走進死角做出一些傷害自己的事。回望過去,就發現從前的我可笑和愚蠢。感謝神賜給的一切,原來,他已經賜最好的給我,並沒有叫我經歷一些我不能越過的事,他用滿有憐憫及慈愛的手替我遮風擋雨,只留下一些我能應付我去經歷過去。 然而,我發現真正朋友之可貴,令我感動不已。p欣不理突兀,一直在我耳邊,在我祈禱時,唱著詩歌安慰我。呀米鼓勵我,支持我。他倆給我真誠的觸動。還有車干,米粉,wingwing,ivy,yeeman等等既安慰支持。而我知道其他朋友其實都在我背後默默守護著我。感謝神,感謝呀米,p欣,米粉,ivy,angela,yeeman,candy,ceci,keith.tomi,kevin,brian,esther,cherry等等在我成長路上留下你們的足跡!

 接著,回到家,發現連補習也取消了,真是一日內的雙重打擊!

 然後,米粉致電說她們不能與我同到教會。雖然這是一件小事,普通極了。但我聽後,卻難掩心中失落。我真是很壞耶,人家是做正經事喔,我卻打擾著人呢,嘻嘻。

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神啊,這是你為我作的安排嗎?是你想我學習堅強,獨立嗎?學習順服嗎?我願作你我器皿,活出你的見證。感謝神!願用我卑微的生命來讚揚你!

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歌手:飛兒樂團 | 作曲:F.I.R
填詞:易家揚F.I.R | 編曲:
 看著前面 有一片荒原
祢在我右邊 我覺得體貼 (thx god!)
灰色陰天 像擋在前面
該走到哪裏 才有世界

忽然 我們的心跳
頻率相同 像一起在奔跑 (thx my fds,更我同過每一件事)
現在我要你知道

這是我們的訊號 oh hi yai yai ho hey/
飛行部落的那邊 夢不再遙遠

找回天空的隧道 oh hi yai yai ho hey
曾流過的眼淚 變成彩虹畫面
我會看見
我會看見

雲在天邊 我看得很遠
冒險的地點 我要自己選
藍色晴天 終於它出現
人走到哪裏 都是世界

忽然我們的心跳
就像戰鼓開始在心裡敲
現在我要你聽到
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 Prayer
 
Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night
Will your angels hold us
Till we see the light

 
Hush, lay down your troubled mind
The day has vanished and left us behind
And the wind, whispering soft lullabies
Will soothe, so close your weary eyes
 
Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night
Will your angels hold us
Till we see the light
 
Sleep, angels will watch over you
And soon beautiful dreams will come true
Can you feel spirits embracing your soul
So dream while secrets of darkness unfold

 
Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night
Will your angels hold us
Till we see the light
 
Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night
Will your angels hold us
Till we see the light                                        ===================

 Never Saw Blue
 
Today I took a walk up the street
And picked a flower and climbed the hill
Above the lake
 
And secret thoughts were said aloud
We watched the faces in the clouds
Until the clouds had blown away
 
And were we ever somewhere else
You know, it's hard to say
 
And I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more  (thx god to carry me on)
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that
 
I can't believe a month ago
I was alone, I didn't know you  (thx god to stay at my side)
I hadn't seen or heard your name
And even now, I'm so amazed
It's like a dream, It's like a rainbow, it's like the rain
 
And somethings are the way they are
And words just can't explain
 
You never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before
 
And it feels like now,
And it feels always,
And it feels like coming home
 
I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before
 
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that       


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

雨過天晴!!

原來你地個個都好關心我嫁~>3<  love u all~(啜啜)

true friends 先會坦誠相對嫁~

我當你地個個都係true friends 嫁啦.....冇得走嫁啦你地~~>田<


Monday, October 09, 2006

今日好唔開心呀.............好想喊...........................

 being "室久吸"

being hateful

我好憎........" he1mm7ni3hi7m1or  2rr9ni3fh1hi7m1or  2rr9fh1"

"jc2of3vd1ws3rg 2"

上面果d quoatation mark入面d字睇得明就睇啦.....不過都冇咩人會睇我diary嫁啦...打出尼發洩下姐....



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