今天,我經歷大起大跌,大喜大悲。 悲->喜->悲->悲 第一件不快樂的事,我竟想不到原來我一直都是一廂情願的認為,我跟他可以成為朋友。卻想不到,因為一些小事,我竟被討厭了。我只是想盡力做好自己本分,自己的職責,卻被人認為是”懶正義”,我真是很難過,難道我做錯了嗎?還得了個新別名:”深海魚”(可笑!)魚而,我更發現我原以為是值得交的朋友,竟也一同嘲弄我。很好笑嗎?!我很少會被人氣至哭,然而,我這次竟為了這種人而哭。我恨我的軟弱!名時,我亦為這種人感到深深的悲哀,他們只懂嘲笑別人的錯處,口不擇言,只為了大家有事可笑。他們嘲諷的言語,一聲聲傳入耳中,我恨不得那一刻立即消失在他們身邊,簡直是欺人太甚了! 但是,亦因這件事,我看清某些人,更感受到朋友們對我的關心。原來,我一直都身處於幸福之中,卻經常因一些小事陷入煩惱當中,走進死角做出一些傷害自己的事。回望過去,就發現從前的我可笑和愚蠢。感謝神賜給的一切,原來,他已經賜最好的給我,並沒有叫我經歷一些我不能越過的事,他用滿有憐憫及慈愛的手替我遮風擋雨,只留下一些我能應付我去經歷過去。 然而,我發現真正朋友之可貴,令我感動不已。p欣不理突兀,一直在我耳邊,在我祈禱時,唱著詩歌安慰我。呀米鼓勵我,支持我。他倆給我真誠的觸動。還有車干,米粉,wingwing,ivy,yeeman等等既安慰支持。而我知道其他朋友其實都在我背後默默守護著我。感謝神,感謝呀米,p欣,米粉,ivy,angela,yeeman,candy,ceci,keith.tomi,kevin,brian,esther,cherry等等在我成長路上留下你們的足跡! 接著,回到家,發現連補習也取消了,真是一日內的雙重打擊! 然後,米粉致電說她們不能與我同到教會。雖然這是一件小事,普通極了。但我聽後,卻難掩心中失落。我真是很壞耶,人家是做正經事喔,我卻打擾著人呢,嘻嘻。 ------------------------------------------ 神啊,這是你為我作的安排嗎?是你想我學習堅強,獨立嗎?學習順服嗎?我願作你我器皿,活出你的見證。感謝神!願用我卑微的生命來讚揚你! ------------------------------------------ 歌手:飛兒樂團 | 作曲:F.I.R 填詞:易家揚F.I.R | 編曲: 看著前面 有一片荒原 祢在我右邊 我覺得體貼 (thx god!) 灰色陰天 像擋在前面 該走到哪裏 才有世界 忽然 我們的心跳 頻率相同 像一起在奔跑 (thx my fds,更我同過每一件事) 現在我要你知道 這是我們的訊號 oh hi yai yai ho hey/ 飛行部落的那邊 夢不再遙遠 找回天空的隧道 oh hi yai yai ho hey 曾流過的眼淚 變成彩虹畫面 我會看見 我會看見 雲在天邊 我看得很遠 冒險的地點 我要自己選 藍色晴天 終於它出現 人走到哪裏 都是世界 忽然我們的心跳 就像戰鼓開始在心裡敲 現在我要你聽到 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Prayer Let your arms enfold us Through the dark of night Will your angels hold us Till we see the light Hush, lay down your troubled mind The day has vanished and left us behind And the wind, whispering soft lullabies Will soothe, so close your weary eyes Let your arms enfold us Through the dark of night Will your angels hold us Till we see the light Sleep, angels will watch over you And soon beautiful dreams will come true Can you feel spirits embracing your soul So dream while secrets of darkness unfold Let your arms enfold us Through the dark of night Will your angels hold us Till we see the light Let your arms enfold us Through the dark of night Will your angels hold us Till we see the light =================== Never Saw Blue Today I took a walk up the street And picked a flower and climbed the hill Above the lake And secret thoughts were said aloud We watched the faces in the clouds Until the clouds had blown away And were we ever somewhere else You know, it's hard to say And I never saw blue like that before Across the sky Around the world You've given me all you have and more (thx god to carry me on) And no one else has ever shown me how To see the world the way I see it now Oh, I, I never saw blue like that I can't believe a month ago I was alone, I didn't know you (thx god to stay at my side) I hadn't seen or heard your name And even now, I'm so amazed It's like a dream, It's like a rainbow, it's like the rain And somethings are the way they are And words just can't explain You never saw blue like that before Across the sky Around the world You've given me all you have and more And no one else has ever shown me how To see the world the way I see it now Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before And it feels like now, And it feels always, And it feels like coming home I never saw blue like that before Across the sky Around the world You've given me all you have and more And no one else has ever shown me how To see the world the way I see it now Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before Oh, I, I never saw blue like that |